A new start to a new year
Greetings and welcome
To all those that are reading this and are wondering what happened to my prevous blogs, well i got tired of it and decided to restart.
Lets begin.
By now you should know that i'm a student at stellenbosch (it says so in my profile, for those that didnt read it) I'm entering my 4, and hopefully final year of my course. Oh before go much further i would like to warn you of my really bad spelling and grammer. :)
Moving on.
The reason for my blog, the usual... put my thoughts and views out in the world.
Lets start with the basics whats been going on in my life... Currently i'm working at the university as .... well i dont really know what my job's title really is but i'm working... doing odd jobs around the geology dept. Moving stuff around before the Geology and Geography depts merge. Its really cool, keeping my own hours and i get to handle some really sweet samples.
So my "work" life is ok, while my personal life is in tatters. As usaul with all problems mine starts with a girl. She resently broke up with me (26 Nov), and since i've been completely a mess.
I'll start from the beginning... for those that dont want to read a sob story just skip this paragraph... Marie and i had been dating for 3.8 years (the .8 i just made up, our anniversary was in feb) and I believed that she was the girl of my dreams... i was ready to marry her. yeah i know i'm too young (shaun = 22) but still i thought she was the one. Anyway for the last few months she started to become colder and colder, so i thought it would be a good idea to have a break from each other. I put the idea forward and she seemed to like the idea, then like "been blind sided on a lazy sunday afternoon" she dropped me. Man i went through hell ( still am, but better now) Now that think about i'm stronger without her but why do i keep thinking about her. ok ok i confess i still love her but still how can you love something that hurts you. Isnt that the definition of an "abusive" relationship. when we talked i tried every thing to get her back, and she just toyed with me. Gave hope only to take it away. that was the worst.
I met a nice girl... she is one of my friends, she was very comforting to me after the whole break up. We linked up and messed around but that didnt continue for long but none-the-less i'm grateful for all the support she gave, thanks Candice. *hugs* :) So here i am alone. on the brightside the university reopens soon and all the 1st years, hopefully i'll meet a nice girl in that group. The only problem is the age gap... me been 22 and the most likely age of a 1st year = 19. Things still look bleak. but will keep you updated... >:D
damn i'm hungry... neeeeeeed foood havnt eaten today yet... going to get something at the student centre. Going to have to brave the damn heat, here in the western cape it has been hell on earth with the temp reaching well into the 30 degrees (cel) area and maybe 40s in the last few days, i hope it cools down within the next few days or my brain is going to melt.
Also decided that when i blog i'm going to add a site that i have enjoyed todays site is "Viral Emails at http://viral.3dge.net/ quite alot of fun stuff there.
Quote of the day: Afterism (n) - A concise, clever statement you don't think of until too late. -- John Alexander Thom.
Cheers And keep smiling
Shaun Murdoch
To all those that are reading this and are wondering what happened to my prevous blogs, well i got tired of it and decided to restart.
Lets begin.
By now you should know that i'm a student at stellenbosch (it says so in my profile, for those that didnt read it) I'm entering my 4, and hopefully final year of my course. Oh before go much further i would like to warn you of my really bad spelling and grammer. :)
Moving on.
The reason for my blog, the usual... put my thoughts and views out in the world.
Lets start with the basics whats been going on in my life... Currently i'm working at the university as .... well i dont really know what my job's title really is but i'm working... doing odd jobs around the geology dept. Moving stuff around before the Geology and Geography depts merge. Its really cool, keeping my own hours and i get to handle some really sweet samples.
So my "work" life is ok, while my personal life is in tatters. As usaul with all problems mine starts with a girl. She resently broke up with me (26 Nov), and since i've been completely a mess.
I'll start from the beginning... for those that dont want to read a sob story just skip this paragraph... Marie and i had been dating for 3.8 years (the .8 i just made up, our anniversary was in feb) and I believed that she was the girl of my dreams... i was ready to marry her. yeah i know i'm too young (shaun = 22) but still i thought she was the one. Anyway for the last few months she started to become colder and colder, so i thought it would be a good idea to have a break from each other. I put the idea forward and she seemed to like the idea, then like "been blind sided on a lazy sunday afternoon" she dropped me. Man i went through hell ( still am, but better now) Now that think about i'm stronger without her but why do i keep thinking about her. ok ok i confess i still love her but still how can you love something that hurts you. Isnt that the definition of an "abusive" relationship. when we talked i tried every thing to get her back, and she just toyed with me. Gave hope only to take it away. that was the worst.
I met a nice girl... she is one of my friends, she was very comforting to me after the whole break up. We linked up and messed around but that didnt continue for long but none-the-less i'm grateful for all the support she gave, thanks Candice. *hugs* :) So here i am alone. on the brightside the university reopens soon and all the 1st years, hopefully i'll meet a nice girl in that group. The only problem is the age gap... me been 22 and the most likely age of a 1st year = 19. Things still look bleak. but will keep you updated... >:D
damn i'm hungry... neeeeeeed foood havnt eaten today yet... going to get something at the student centre. Going to have to brave the damn heat, here in the western cape it has been hell on earth with the temp reaching well into the 30 degrees (cel) area and maybe 40s in the last few days, i hope it cools down within the next few days or my brain is going to melt.
Also decided that when i blog i'm going to add a site that i have enjoyed todays site is "Viral Emails at http://viral.3dge.net/ quite alot of fun stuff there.
Quote of the day: Afterism (n) - A concise, clever statement you don't think of until too late. -- John Alexander Thom.
Cheers And keep smiling
Shaun Murdoch
posted by Murdoch at 5:43 am
2 Comments:
Heat drives agression levels up. Will keep smiling. Wanna go get a drink sometime? Then go kill something?
hell yeah...
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